Oo la la...I'm back, after almost a week's break. I just can't believe the service interruption that P1Wymax is giving us. So unreliable! They better pay us back in dollar & cents..;-(
In just this 1 week, a lot has already happened. My 15 year old "baby" daughter had to go to a boarding school! Oh my...that was the hardest thing for us to do, to let her go. Some people would call it a "dream come true" to get the offer & opportunity. It's not that we're not thankful @ bersyukur, but truly..it was a hard decision to make to part. There have always been the 5 of us, together, no matter what..
My kids have been with us through the good & bad times. They understood us so well when we were not able to give more than we had. My kids never demanded for anything that's beyond our means. They have all been with me when i wept my tears after a fight with Z. And they laughed out loud when I act silly or shared great jokes with them. My kids would lie down together with us watching our favourite tv programmes, 1at my left, 1 in the middle & the other at Z's side.
And now that she's away, things are not the same anymore. I miss her, her sister & little brother miss her..and I know Z misses her so much too. Oh, yeah, I bet her 2 female hamsters miss her too! I pray to Allah that she'll be just fine, and that she'll be able to adapt to the new environment. She got to be strong to put up with the rush hours, washing, ironing, making her own bed, the not-so-nice meals (uhh, poor girl), etc. I know she misses home so, very much. From the 1st day, she calls me not less than twice a day. I think she still misses me...despite me being such a nag sometimes..(sob sob..)
Miss you much, girl!
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