Where I wanna be...

Subhanallah...how I really miss this holy place. I wish I could be there again soon to devote my time, my heart and soul to Allah. That's where I wanna be again. No word can describe the feeling when I first stepped my two feet in Masjidil Haram...when I walked inside the mosque...my heart was beating so fast. Masya Allah...then I realised I was walking faster and faster, and my eyes searching for the Holy Kaabah!! I've seen it on tv, I've seen it in pictures. Please Allah..let me see it now, here..

That's it! When my eyes caught the view of Kaabah, my tears started rolling down my cheeks. Alhamdulillah..Here I am ya Allah. Here I am, for You..only for YOU.

Lost and Found

I lost it and finally I found it back. For over a year, I walked through that path looking for it. So dark that I could not see the far end, but I kept walking and searching. Many times I looked back, contemplating to stop and turn. Many times I stumbled and fell on my knees. Indeed it was dark, and all I could hear was my own breath and tears. I couldn't see it but I felt it so close to me. And so I kept walking through the darkness.

I lost it and thought I could never find it back. I lost myself for far too long that I never I thought I could be here again. Alhamdulillah, the darkness didn't kill me. What I've lost I've now found. Surely it was dark, but I was holding my heart with me while searching for my soul. It's all with the mercy of Allah the Almighty.

Sincerely,

Adique