Happy birthday to me..

-22 September-

Alhamdulillah,
Another year older, and I grow even bolder. Thanks to Allah swt for allowing me to live on this earth and have what and who I have now. Letting go of past rage and pain, living life and feeling sane. Life hasn't been so bad..

Thanks to my beloved hubby and children for making my life so meaningful. To my sibblings and friends who are there to listen and cheer or even cry with me. Million thanks for the birthday presents, I love them all ;-)

Z said, this is a special year. So, 2 bottles of fragrances for me as a bonus, and should last me for a long, long time ;-)

thanks for this beautiful VS make-up bag, Normie (she's my partner in crime). I likeeee

birthday cake & celebration @ the office pantry.. thanks to the gurlfriends!

Ouww, and to my loving sista...for d "you-must-take-whether-you-like-or-not" lovely Bonia mocassins.. hahaha, LOL! Will put that up too later!

Lesson learnt

That was a huge and not-so-smart (stupid?) mistake I have done that almost ruined my life again. Big mouth = disaster. And so it was, close to a disaster!

Can't help thinking about it over and over again. If love is stupid, then what's not? If jealousy is stupid, then what's not? Maybe the answer is..be modest in everything. Jangan over! But again, if speaking the truth is stupid, then what's not? Keeping my mouth shut and get hurt inside? Is that smart?

I dunno, but lesson learnt here is... use the head more, not just the heart.. Alhamdulillah, Allah showed me the way to fix things that I've screwed up. There goes my ego, down the drain. But, here I am, smiling...for I've done the craziest thing any creature in this whole wide world could have ever imagined to safe the situation.

Astaghfirullah hal Azim..

Phew...it's pretty dusty in here! Haven't stopped by for quite sometime already, I guess I better start with some cleaning, polishing and scrubbing, hahaha!

Have i been too busy? Nope... Too lazy, maybe... Ok, so let's see how I can get started again.. Hmm...